
“A Letter from Google regarding my YouTube Partnership” (03.06.2023)

I will be making a video next week to address this formally. Stay tuned.
Main Channel: Chill Fortnite (Friday 9pm)
Extras Channel: Random Clips (Any day 9pm / Random)
WIP Main Channel (April-June/Q2-2023):
WIP Extras Channel (April-June / Q2-2023):
Masked Parapriestess Original IP & Fantasy Debut Novel
Anime ED Project & Live2D Character Banner Project
MAJOR REVISION NOTICE (Reduced to x1 Character ONLY)
Full Line Art Progress:
Additional Notes:
As seen in this picture, despite 3 Subathons and Twitch Affiliate, I earn under 6000 SGD per year for what I do.
Everyone who I have hired, past and present, I am already paying for, to the best of my abilities and budget.
This disclosure is to deter accusations down the road that I have “underpaid” freelancers–should I ever… “reach the top”.
And also for people who be like: – “why did you stop subbing / why are you ignoring my subathons/patreons/throne wishlist” or you know, whatever unrealistic expectations that have been set upon me from 2021-2022
I initially had a planned video series where I talked about money, but I think it’s best that I keep my operations opaque until I get a book deal… So anyways, you can guess how much I’ve “earned” in 2022 from this document here.
Full-time Aspiring Author.
Part-time VTuber.
Yes. This is a “remix” of my best of 2022 video, but this one made me sad a little.
Ever feel like it’s too much?
Do you feel like you’re not enough
When you feel like it’s gonna take forever?Yeah, I swear I know what it’s like
To feel alone at the end of the night
Maybe you don’t know it, but it gets betterIt’s gonna be alright
I’m never gonna leave your side
It’s gonna be alright, -ightEverybody falls down, all the way down
Falls by ODESZA
You just gotta hold on tight
You gotta get up, gotta get up
Gonna make it through this time
Everybody falls down, all the way down
You just gotta hold on tight
You gotta get up, gotta get up
Gonna make it through this time
Is it bad to feel like crying at your own video?
Probably. I’m definitely a narcissist.
I’m alone in a room with feelings only I understand.
Hopefully, I can hold these feelings; they will be the one that gets me to finish my book in the end.
This video was originally intended for the 2nd channel as a companion video, but it’s too good for it…
re: it was originally a shitpost, but I’m not laughing.
I haven’t been perfect. I’ve been cruel, I’ve been merciless, and I’ve been greedy.
But this is all because I want to win–and because I want to succeed.In 2021, I started all of this as joke. It was a trend, and I did not put in much thought to it. I just did it. Some of you knew me way back from when I did not have a voice, and some of you came only after I had a voice–and some of you came during the time I was part of the Trash Taste Fandom.
It’s been a long and gruelling struggle. I’ve had to cut some people off.
I’ve had to sacrifice a lot of time and money, and even dignity to be where I am.
But I sleep well at night, knowing that I’ve helped a handful of people grow to where they are today
–whether they will thank me publicly or not, my reward lies elsewhere.Even then I am not satisfied; I want more. I want dominance and victory.
And because of my greed, you the viewer stand to benefit and WILL HAVE MORE.
As much as my subcount is pathetic by “elistist” standards,
from another more positive angle, seeing and knowing that THREE-HUNDRED THOUSAND PEOPLE
have viewed my content on YouTube these mere couple of years is definetely insane.
To all of those who are still here. I thank you so much for your time and support.I won’t say I don’t know what lies ahead in 2023.
I do know. I know that I must strive to publish The Masked Parapriestess by 2023/24,
with the money and time I have left; and with all the creative power in me;
and of course, there are already so many games that are coming out soon, as well as the new bird park;
as a sequel to my bird park IRL Video.I’m upset about always being called “underrated”, but I guess it’s just my fate.
My arrogance for refusing to “play the game”, “game the trend”, “play along”.
And my desire to create something new–bring something new to the field.
If I did play the game; this channel would only pumping out 100% Fortnite content.So this year, I will be executing my life’s mission of 10 years at this point.
And I hope, to the 574 Subscribed and whoever the YouTube Algorithm steers to me,
Minerva Marie-Sagan, Best of 2022 Speech on YouTube
YOU WILL LIVE TO SEE WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU.
I have shown that I can provide a service–till I collapse.
Literally.
A reminder that this is A DRAFT of what is planned for next year.
I still need to get the Live2D done and hire x4 VAs and x1 narrators.
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